Strings attached to my chest, pull much like a puppet, I put on a show. The smile contains flushed red cheeks even when I feel pale. The glimmer in my eyes, were caught like a firefly in the night. I'm so far gone, that I'm lost. I enjoy the adventure of finding this new sense... Continue Reading →
Those Eyes
This moment, right now, makes all the difference some how. My eyes open and close at night those moments of darkness, they seem to hold so much more. In my dreams I reach for your voice. Recreating those intonations, those wordless gasps of air. The moments we felt each other’s nonsense. Years have passed. I... Continue Reading →
An Assertive Whisper
You’re too nice. Speak up. Be more confident. Don’t cry. Be strong.You worry too much. Stop thinking like that. Don’t wear that.You’re too friendly. Stop being passive. You shouldn’t think like that.That isn’t always the case. Are you sure? Could you have possibly misinterpreted that? Try to remember. Don’t lie. Are you being honest? I... Continue Reading →
Anywhere, but Here
Carry me away today, far away, to a place where i can find myself again. A place in which the world is quiet and the ones I love are close. A place that carries and offers no worries, doesn't question my worth, and limits do not exist. The aches and pains of stress settle, the... Continue Reading →
Behind A Bathroom Door
The reflection contains so many flaws She imagines herself differently; She has flawless skin, manageable hair, and nothing has to be plucked. Her instruments cover the sink, objects bought, others handed down. Her own hands cause the most damage. She goes through the motions of covering, taking her time to make sure her imagination is... Continue Reading →
Deliberating
Those uneven footsteps anticipation amongst the fear; leaving home, starting new, spending money, school, all to start a family, a legacy, to find myself in this world. I've asked myself, "what next?" and I'm left not wanting to choose. Something once so easy now awaits my decision. School, I've always loved you I always will,... Continue Reading →
One of my biggest “I told you so”
Make me accountable. We cross reference our mistakes and share wisdom, that we ourselves never listened to. The morals of our parents, we once thought had so many flaws, now define the love life that has been repeated for decades; just different people, different order, different world. "I told you... to be best friends first."... Continue Reading →
Reminiscing 🔝🔚🔙🔛🔜
Memories of past recollections, quotes, letters, journal entries, pictures, notes, beginnings, endings and in-betweens written in ink, pencil, and lines of many all in a book dated as the past, present, and future me. ✏️📎📌✂️✒️📒
What was, what is, and what will always be
The moon does not always let itself shine the brightest rays of light. Nor does the sun question that cloud that covers its heat. We all have our moments where all eyes rest on us, but it's not only our success that allows the dimness or cover to diminish... it's the movement of the clouds,... Continue Reading →
Dominos are Falling, They are Just Conjoined Dots
The Past; The Future. Looking back at the past I see: I've loved too soon. I've loved too much. To be nieve is to choose a dangerous experience. Experience causes wisdom, wisdom cause growth, and growth comes with age. In which aging and time become entities moving fast against their own reality. The who I... Continue Reading →